gangstaaaa
nu
really not D:
I'm all aloney now Enrique's gone to spain
but
that stupid break we were on for like 12 hours that i didn't need
I finally did what i was gunna do
ONE. get over the fact that I'm going to Guthlaxton- no matter how much it's ruled by tanned floppy blonde dreeeams and... their bitches xDD
it sucks D:
TWO. I've seemed to stumble upon that I'm an attention seeking whore who cries alot for no reason. Which DOESN'T work. I repeat: DOESN'T! It doesn't get you anywhere, and you have to make up some lame excuse when people ask whats up. I used to repeat the same problem alot to the point where I was getting pissed off with myself!¬_¬...

So yesh, this is the new less-annoying-more-focused me :3
I now have something to work for in life
A goal if you will
because (yes, I know we're fourteen) Enrique and I are continuing to stick it out through the next 2 together, with parky romps and cinema fondlings on Sundays -maybe Saturdays- :3 AND we sortof promised/kissed that we'll be together AFTER that... say the next few years... like, til we're old, maried and have grandchildren.
So the next two years are going to be towards my future and I really hope I do well
I would like to be a teacher
or have a well paying job I can go back to when the kids are at school
...gawd, I am bonkers, arn't I?
"children of today are growing up to fast!" really that's nice gran ¬_¬
I know, you're probably saying "she's going to be devistated if this Enrique breaks up with her or it doesn't work out between them..." if it happens, it happens.
I love him to bits, but if he does ever leave me
-yes its going to hurt like hell-
but I can live with it
I'm no stranger to dissapointment and depression
it'll be his loss xD
but concentrating on now, we're really ready to make it happen
so -fingerscrossed-

My gran thinks we're mad
but stuff her
she hates me being happy anyway ¬_¬

ANYWAY,
rant over
the New Chloe will now waste time by doing this quizzeh innet :3

Stolen from

Finish the Sentances.

1. My ex:
is now gay xDD

2. I am listening to:
The (crappy) edit to what Enrique sang to me at Prom.
I can be your Hero babeh, I can kiss away the paaaiiiin~

3. Maybe I should:
get my hair cut? I dunno

4. I love:
Enriqueeee <3

5. My best friends:
are all on holiday and have left me lolz.

6. I don't understand:
why my friendsies obsess over my breasticles :S
they're big but, honestly, they're the main topic of conversation!

7. I lost:
my sanity along time ago

8. I'm tired of:
being a whore :3
time for change plz

9. The meaning of my screen name is:
...that i love Enrique?
isn't it obvious?
non
okies

10. 'Love' is:
always worth the aggers and waiting

11. Somewhere, somebody:
is masterbating :3

12. I will always:
sing badly to along my favourite songs
and sound just like my mother, apparently D:

13. Forever seems:
to be nothing to think about, as it is just a long period of time in which you can fit alot into

14. My cell phone:
always seems to vibrate at the wrongest of times :S

15. When I woke up this morning:
i fell back to sleep -lazyass-

16. I get annoyed:
when schools always try to scare you about coursework to make you do it- it doesn't work bitches! D:

17. Kisses are the best:
when you tell them to shush and stop worrying first
because it totally works

18. Today I:
thought about what I'm gunna do for Enrique's birthday
visited my great grandma and
listened to alot of music

19. Tonight I am:
going to tell you to get the fuck out of my sex life thankskaybai! :3

20. Tomorrow I will:
go to Wales to visit someone who I apparently know

21. I really want:
to see Enrique again D:
i miss him
and my friendsies
-loberboner-

22. People say I am:
an offical Horn adviser and good in bed